Back to Reality- Creation in Everyday Life
Filed under: Art Process, Burning Man, Open Studios, Painting Proverbs, assemblage — Deedee at 5:57 pm on Thursday, September 24, 2009

In my previous blog I talked a bit about a book I had read at Burning Man that explained that our lives are basically a hologram that we create- now that I have been home for awhile I have grounded myself in my reality- home, studio, family, friends, work, the Rocky Mountains and I am feeling really grateful!!! I came across this Rumi quote (in a novel by Lily Tuck, “The Woman Who Walked on Water”) which captures how I think our reality works:

“O brother, you are your very thoughts

As for the rest, you are only hair and bone.

If your thought is a rose, you’re a garden of roses.

If it’s a thorn, you’re but fuel for the stove.”

I am really grateful that I am surrounded by so much creativity!! We went to the Bead Show in Denver last week for work, to buy about a third of our annual bead inventory:iris-&-jolee

We lay the beads out in color families- their colors and textures are gorgeous:beads-from-bead-show

It was the annual Estes Park Open Studios Tour this past weekend- I met some delightful people!!My heart was warmed by a vivacious 80 year old woman who loved my painting “Golden Memories” because it struck an emotional chord in her. She has a daughter with stage 4 melanoma and they had just spent the summer together reminiscing. I had painted this piece right after my youngest son had moved away from home and my dear grandmother, Mimi had died and I was in a swirl of Golden Memories. I feel so blessed when one of my pieces of art work evokes an emotional response in the viewer!!

I turned my living room into a mini gallery:open-studios

and I had the opportunity to go through EVERYTHING in my studio and organize it into baggies, drawers and plastic containers:organized-studio

my Burning Man bike assemblage sort of fell apart so I pulled it off- check out all of the white Playa dust!!:dusty-doll-heads

I washed all of the doll heads off- I am not sure what they will reincarnate as!

Now that my studio is cleaned up and cleared out I can’t seem to stay away from it- I’ve resumed painting on my sacred feminine painting; have started on a new proverb painting:”the higher the monkey climbs the more you can see of his behind”; and I’ve also gotten pieces together for a new assemblage. My Art Process really benefits from having my studio organized yet it is always so difficult to motivate to do it!!! Fall is such a good time for clearing & cleaning & preparing for the inner life of winter don’t you think?

Speaking of fall- it may be over already here- we had a thunder & lightening storm followed by hail & then SNOW!! and it has been cold ever since!!I am sorry to say goodbye to my flowers until next spring!:snow-hibiscus

Which makes me REALLY grateful that next weekend my Mom & my sister & me are heading down to Disney World in  WARM Fla. to celebrate our birthdays!! It will be fun to compare the Magical Kingdom of Disney World to the magical world of Burning Man all within a month of each other!!

Creations of My Consciousness?/Smoke and Mirrors?/Burning Man 2009
Filed under: Art Process, Burning Man — Deedee at 4:36 pm on Sunday, September 13, 2009

It’s a 2 1/2 day drive across the wide open spaces of Wyoming and Utah and into Nevada for us to get to Burning Man-the salt from around the Great Salt Lake: salt-flats-of-UtahLike a tightly wound spring my monkey mind relaxed and as I stared out the window I had time to contemplate the ideas from the most recent book I was reading: “Busting Loose from the Money Game” by Robert Scheinfeld. The very basic premise- loosely interpreted by me- is that our consciousness creates everything we experience down to the smallest detail and the world as we experience it is basically a hologram created by us- therefore, using his suggested process we can create our world without limits or restrictions. These are ideas put forth in many new age metaphysical books these days. Robert talks briefly about the quantum physics discoveries that support this premise. It is a lot to wrap the mind around and our Burning Man adventure was the perfect setting for reflecting upon the idea that not only do I create art but I create EVERYTHING in my life- even YOU reading my blog!

Welcome to Burning Man:welcome-to-burn-man

“Welcome Home!” is what the greeters say- hugs too- I like this creation!welcome-home

First Stop- the Artery to check in:the-artery

Starting to unload all the stuff for Vishnu’s Dream- why did I create so much damn dust & heat!?dust-project-in-pieces

Vishnu’s Dream- after 1 1/2 days of work- ready to go up upright:dream-on-side-putting-it-up

Adding the cobra heads:stephen-putting-up-cobras

It’s up & beautiful!!!!!best-dream-at-nightdream-the-man-cobras-at-nig

Joe wiping the dust off his face- it  took 2 1/2 days to get her up-

am I torturing Joe by creating this scenario- is he even real?joe-wiping-dust

My experience this time at Burning Man was very different from my first experience. The first time I was enthralled with the magic- the art work like Crude Awakening, Big Rig Jig, Flaming Trees , beautiful lit up art vehicles, interesting costumes, intriguing fun & games like “Dance, Dance Immolation”- this year I saw more of the “dirty” side of Burning Man- not evolved (the theme this year was evolution) men yelling through megaphones at women to show them their tits & fuckin’ this & fuckin’ that, rides like this teeter totter:topless-teeter-totter

the contrast of the shabby art vehicles seen during the day versus their beauty & mystery at night:

stagecoach-daynight-stage-coach

the unrelenting dust wind stormsdust-storm

The competing Techno Bars & Party Barges that literally shook the ground….and during this I am wondering – did I really create this hologram for me to experience?

No regrets…I still enjoyed my time there for the most part. I do love the way fun fur has become a pillar of Burning Man fashion! and umbrellas!typical-costumeumbrella-costume

Fun fur on bikes too:typical-bike

Speaking of fashion- Burning Man puts on it’s very own Fashion Show:white-woman-fashion-showfashion-show-white

fashion-show-man

My favorite time of day was early morning- no dust storms, no techno, delicious coffee from Center Camp & touring the art pieces on my bike: me-on-bike

I have only put a few photos here but check out this site for more:

The Man:the-man-day-time

The Bird House:bird-house

Here is a photo shopped family portrait with bird & squirrel heads that was hung inside the Bird House:bird-house-photo

“MOM”- notice the orange fun fur fashion statement:mom-sculpture

The Flaming Lotus Girls’ ( love their name) art piece- “Soma”!flaming-lotus-girls

“Portal of Evolution”- one of my favorites- with the fallopian tubes, uterus & butterfly emerging:butterfly-ovary-piece

“Locked Up Key Man”- he is made of 1,000’s of locks, pulling a chain made of keys that is dragging a giant key behind it.key-man

A couple night shots:rubber-duckynight-jelly-fish

Time to go….me-in-camper

Vishnu’s Dream pulled down…dream-on-side-the-end

now we are home…and I wonder: is what you see how you experience life?- if you only see the magic do you only experience magical things, if you see the seedy side is that your experience or is it all smoke & mirrors?  a hologram of your own creation?